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[Mahmoud:]Now take this one word: 'grok.' Its literal meaning, one which I suspect goes back to the origin of the Martian race as thinking, speaking creatures—and which throws light on their whole 'map'—is quite easy. 'Grok' means 'to drink.'

Huh? said Jubal. But Mike never says 'grok' when he's just talking about drinking. He-

Just a moment. Mahmoud spoke to Mike in Martian.

Mike looked faintly surprised and said, 'Grok' is drink, and dropped the matter.

But Mike would also have agreed, Mahmoud went on, if I had named a hundred other English words, words which represent what we think of as different concepts, even pairs of antithetical concepts. And 'grok' means all of these, depending on how you use it. It means 'fear,' it means 'love,' it means 'hate'—proper hate, for by the Martian 'map' you cannot possibly hate anything unless you grok it completely, understand it so thoroughly that you merge with it and it merges with you—then and only then can you hate it. By hating yourself. But this also implies, by necessity, that you love it, too, and cherish it and would not have it otherwise. Then you can hate—and (I think) that Martian hate is an emotion so black that the nearest human equivalent could only be called a mild distaste.

Mahmoud screwed up his face. It means 'identically equal' in the mathematical sense. The human cliché, 'This hurts me worse than it does you' has a Martian flavor to it, if only a trace. The Martians seem to know instinctively what we learned painfully from modern physics, that the observer interacts with the observed simply through the process of observation. 'Grok' means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the process being observed—to merge, to blend, to intermarry, to lose personal identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science—and it means as little to us as color means to a blind man. Mahmoud paused. Jubal, if I chopped you up and made a Stew of you, you and the stew, whatever else was in it, would grok—and when I ate you, we would grok together and nothing would be lost and it would not matter which one of us did the chopping up and eating.

If I'm asked for a memory, it would be a childhood memory; and the most memory of all, since it is in itself like a metaphor of memory, brings to the soul a pungent lemon smell. I was probably six years then. […] They used to buy me those minute volumes of the Pulga Library, in which I stumbled for the first time upon so many literary friends that have been with me since. One that especially marked me was The Gold Bug, by Edgar Allan Poe. […] There I learned about the first pirate treasure of my life, that of captain Kidd.

[…]

But above all The Gold Bug brought me the wonderful gift of sympathetic ink, invisible at normal conditions until its strokes reappear with the heat of a flame. The formula for sympathetic ink provided by Poe did not suit me, for it includes such enigmatic ingredients as: zaffre, digested in aqua regia(?) and regulus of cobalt, dissolved in spirit of nitre(??). But someone, perhaps my father or grandfather Antonio, told me of a combination more within my reach: eggwhites and lemon juice. I got my mother, the cook, the nanny and everyone in the kitchen working until I got in a little cup some of this enchanted mixture. I can still see it golden and sour, I can still smell it. With the school nib, dipping it carefully in the cup, I began writing I don't know what on a white sheet. Afterwards I brought a match near the sheet, in which you could barely make some stains of pale humidity: slowly, blurrily and brown, rose the hidden letters. They were incomprehensible, as if run by the tears of all my future cryings, but they appeared from nothing at the unsteady call of a lighted match. I think no other marvel of nature has astonished me this much. The experiment had such a chilling success that I didn't dare to repeat it…

I can't remember the message I wrote in that sheet, only the long chicken scratch of those letters coming out of nowhere. So this is sympathetic ink, I thought. Sympathetic ink, with which men's memory is written even after the death of the last pirate! I couldn't know it then, of course, but I do now. Everything that happens and even what does not happens, what does not dare or manages to happen, is written within us with sympathetic ink, invisible to the naked eye at normal temperature. But later, when least expected, some intimate warmth approaches the hidden inscription and it becomes again clear: dark and shaky, bathed in tears.

The fucking cops are fucking keen
To fucking keep it fucking clean
The fucking chief's a fucking swine
Who fucking draws a fucking line
At fucking fun and fucking games
The fucking kids he fucking blames
Are nowehere to be fucking found
Anywhere in chicken town

The fucking scene is fucking sad
The fucking news is fucking bad
The fucking weed is fucking turf
The fucking speed is fucking surf
The fucking folks are fucking daft
Don't make me fucking laugh
It fucking hurts to look around
Everywhere in chicken town

The fucking train is fucking late
You fucking wait you fucking wait
You're fucking lost and fucking found
Stuck in fucking chicken town

The fucking view is fucking vile
For fucking miles and fucking miles
The fucking babies fucking cry
The fucking flowers fucking die
The fucking food is fucking muck
The fucking drains are fucking fucked
The colour scheme is fucking brown
Everywhere in chicken town

The fucking pubs are fucking dull
The fucking clubs are fucking full
Of fucking girls and fucking guys
With fucking murder in their eyes
A fucking bloke is fucking stabbed
Waiting for a fucking cab
You fucking stay at fucking home
The fucking neighbors fucking moan
Keep the fucking racket down
This is fucking chicken town

The fucking train is fucking late
You fucking wait you fucking wait
You're fucking lost and fucking found
Stuck in fucking chicken town

The fucking pies are fucking old
The fucking chips are fucking cold
The fucking beer is fucking flat
The fucking flats have fucking rats
The fucking clocks are fucking wrong
The fucking days are fucking long
It fucking gets you fucking down
Evidently chicken town


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